“In a controversy, the instant we feel anger, we have already ceased striving for truth and have begun striving for ourselves” Abraham J. Heschel

Specifically: That quote is true and it's being tested today and I'm not happy about it.

Generally: I would love to be able to be able to choose how I handle situations. I get so caught up in my emotions that I can't see logically and I can't get past anything at all. It has really been detrimental to my life and will only continue to do so until I learn how the heck to keep myself on track. Anything else I say will just be a restatement of that sentence so this is where I am ending this.

I'm going to go read Twilight and escape this bullsht situation that I call my life.